"Winning"

No, not the Charlie Sheen kind.

I was offered a role in a show today. A local, community show. No big deal. just something to do. Yet, it felt almost as good as landing any of the bigger gigs (relatively speaking) that I've landed. That high of "somebody thinks I'm good at what I want to do!" feels SO freaking amazing. I wish I could bottle that feeling.

But I can't. I've tried so hard to think of something that gives me the high of landing a job. There's something about winning. Gaining something for yourself using your god-given and ridiculously-trained talent. I'll keep searching though.